FINALLY done with the bathroom!

We have redone our bathroom we still have a few touch ups and thing to add to it but here are a couple pics of it now and before!

*SPRING TIME* IS IT EVER COMING???

So i'm getting antsy I cant wait for sun and warmer temps, when its over 45 I start jumping

for joy. We just got a camping trailer and it makes me crave the smell of mountains and the lakes

the sun, the amazing moments that come when spring time hits.

We have been making adjustments to our house

we redid our bathroom and still have a few items

to finish but its starting to look awesome.

Brads mother and I are starting to become super

close she is teaching me about gardening and all that great stuff that she knows, which I appreciate more than ever these days, our family is a bit closer to eachother than we have ever been. Just trying to make sure we dont go to bed angry and make sure the little ones know they are loved more than anything in the world.

I have became alot closer to my daughters they are

growing and I dont want to miss it for anything. The baby is finally potty trained, and Cloe is 5 going on 15 haha. They are my world!

Things are slowly getting better with Brad and I but it will take a bit.

We are hanging on to the love we have left to make sure we can rebuild what is

not worth throwing away. All we have is eachother so we need to make sure we dont regret

one step of the way. and if we do we try to go back and retake the step!

Thanks to my friends for the advice and the honesty that I needed to be the strong person Iam today, without u girls being such a rock to me I dont know if I would make it somedays I love ya 2 ladies!

NOT so fabulous

Well here we are again going into spring and me im looking into ways of changing mine and my girls life for the better. iam a very dedicated woman to many family and friends, not many people give me a chance to be close with them. And that pushes me away, I know when im not wanted around.

I dont like to beat around the bush about stuff just upfront and honesty thats my game!
My life seems to get harder everyday and it slowly breaks my heart till i can get something
back to normal.

For those of my precious friends who are readers probably know what im referring to.
Brad has changed completly since he lost his boss and his family is what he is hurting the most
he is not the man i once fell deeply in love with and that hurts me i trusted him and love him dearly, but its fading and i never thought that would happen.

I try not to complain but it hurts and i will admit i have been crying myself to sleep.
My girls know mommy is sad, but i make sure they know its just a bad day and that dady loves them, im so confused i know what i need to do and have to get through it.

I know its just a lesson that i need to go through!